Keep Running,Running & Running ;)

I heard this song in my friend's car, and instantly I felt like hearing back all of No Doubt's songs. Song title? Running . 

Lirik dia macam sedih sikit  . Tapi agak sweet di situ . Melody agak tenang tapi ada macam a little bit jumpy elements, sesuai dengan title dia Running . Walaupun lagu ni suruh aku keep on running , but I think that is not what I am going to do. I guess I have found my stopping point, and I am stopping here. Sometimes, there are journeys or paths that are not meant to be finished. In life, we want everything to end nicely, perhaps have a "Happily Ever After" moment . But in reality, not all can end that way. 

I started running five years ago . I came across a lot of bumpy roads, and a few told me to stop running, because the prize is not obvious. I was running for uncertainty. But I wasn't anywhere near giving up. Not until recently . I am already tired. Tired of running , to nowhere. The prize seems farther away , as I thought I was near, it goes farther and farther away. I guess this is my end. It shouldn't be the same for everybody else. But I guess this is IT. From this point onwards, there is no more running to chase something I know I'll never own.. I'll walk from this day onwards, and let time and fate decide what is the best for me. :) 

*currently listening to don't speak.