Wednesday, May 6, 2009

would you still be my friend ?

I went out with Syida semalam. It was fun because I haven't seen her since our genting trip which was in January. Adalah terbumped skali dekat klcc last month,but tak cakap banyak pun. So, we sorta update each other yesterday. Boleh pulak tengah makan-makan kitorang discuss pasal isu semasa iaitu gosip semasa. We went for bowling and syida sangat comel okay ? She said it was her first bowling game. But she sure did better than my first bowling game. My first bowling game was okayy lahh kot. In which I still remember once when I bowled,my score was only 8! I mean 8 in one game! :D It was hilarious. That game experience was the one I shared with Elly :)
okayy, after my tiring yet fun day dengan syida...

I went back alone lah kan to my college. It was in the midst of all those walking and standing dalam train yang I got into thinking this :

What are friends?
I don't know why suddenly I came into thinking about that.

Questions just keep flowing in : -
Would you still be my friend if I am not what I am ?
Would you still be my friend if I listen less ?
Would you still be my friend if I am an annoying brat ?
Would you stick by me if I am hideous ?
Why are you being friends with me ?

Because of my looks - not that I am pretty or anything like that . Is it because of my wit? or my less sense of humour. or because I talk a lot ?
Or is it because I AM being ME. ? No matter how ugly I am, no matter how nerdy I am, or how I like to sometimes come up with unreasonable plans?
But in the end. I know I am lucky. Because I have friends who are willing to accept me for who I am.

Specially dedicated to my old and new friends who, are all special in my heart...
I can't thank you guys enough for making my days worth a life. For making me laugh. For being by me when I have problems. For hearing all my grumbles, though I know sometimes I do grumble on worthless issues.

To my old friends who have been with me through all the changes I've made,thank you.
Thanks for still being my friends eventhough during old times I used to carry big books and wore round shaped spectacles and have even fringe. (I kindda miss that old look,dunno why. Memang aku sorg yang sangat pelik. But,note - KINDDA). ;p
Thanks for supporting me sampai aku dah besar panjang. Dah nak tua nak masuk 20 dah ni. huhu.(lambat lagi okay ? :P)

To all my new and upcoming friends : Thank you for teaching about life. I can now see from various perspectives on life. Thanks for accepting me and not bothering to be humiliated by walking alongside me though I do talk and laugh out loud at times. Andd. WE SHOULD really hangout more and snap lotss of pictures. !! Aku nak penuhkan laptop ku dengan muka korg :D of course kena ada muka aku skali lah kann.


By then. I realised that by being someone's friend, you are willing, NO. One HAVE to be willing to accept that person as a whole. No matter how annoying that person can be, or how sarrcastic that person is.Because to me, it is not the number of friends that matter anymore. Its the willingness and of course, sincerity. If asked, what is the value of friends or friendships to me? I'll say PRICELESS. You don't pay for someone to become your friend right ? lol.

I am seriously hoping that I can be a good companion to my friends, those who have cherished my world and filled my heart with utmost happiness :D
Thank You BUDDIES :)






































































note : ada lagi my faboulous friends,just gambar takde sini...sorry



6 comments:

Unknown said...

loves this entry! heh :D

zaza. said...

Am glad you do honey :)

Shook said...

gah..
ure fucking rite.
Eventhough sometimes you're annoying(no hard feeling oke?), but i love you as a friend.
Yes, you're damn rite once again.
Pure friends are PRICELESS!!!
FUCKING PRCELESS!!!

zaza. said...

No hard feelings taken. Haha :D
Waaaa!
yup yup. pure ones are priceless!

Anonymous said...

For hearing all my grumbles, though I know sometimes I do grumble on worthless issues.
hahaha..
yg nih mcm selalu...
well,ko kan aktif berfikir..
but no matter what it is..
i really really love you my friend..
being with you i can always be transparent..
:)
syeira

zaza. said...

transparent ? kenapakah ? haha